New Chapter

I thought this would be my new start
My new beginning
This was supposed my world so could finally start living
I was so excited
I felt renewed
Then realized settled in
And I took a deeper look in the environment I’m in
These people are mean and not what I excepted
I don’t know what do you
I don’t how to feel
Someone please wake me up out of this dream
Please tell me that this is not real
I feel like there is so much in store for me if could just hold on
Before sometimes the wait it just seems so long
I must have strength
I must have faith
I have to believe that I can win this race
The race is not given to the swift or the strong but those who can endure to the end
I must believe and know that with God’s hope I can win